Broke up with boyfriend after miscarriage?

I don't blame you breaking up with your boyfriend he didn't care you were in this situation and you are better off without him. As for what you are going through it is natural but you do need help go speak to your doctor you cannot go through this alone. You are grieving and all the feelings you are having a perfectly natural but please speak to someone and try to get some help or counselling as otherwise the feelings could get worse unfortunately though there are no quick fixes. Good Luck you will get through this with time and help.